update 1/25/10

I was dreaming... I see walls... I feel something blocking me... So i break free!!!

Today was a day of hope, Hope for a new life, a better tom... and hope for a fresh start. Today started looking at signs, signs that might lead me to the path I want to be. But I can see brick walls... same in my dreams... So one by one I started removing those bricks, one brick at a time... and it hit me like a ray of sun... I'm addicted to the light. 

thinking bout the risk I have taken... its the same bricks that I am removing now... patience, one brick at a time.

I just pray the light wont fade away!