Awakening
I dont want to call it rude... but its was certainly not expected...
for almost 10 yrs been use to the feeling that I can do almost anything...Plan anything...and help anyone.
Gone are those days where I feel invincible, right now the world switches... turned upside down.
When a plan didn't turn out exactly the way you planned it...a person tries to regroup,but this is different in my case...what I did was hide. Hide in the shadows...and I have been hiding for months already and I know that I am not yet ready to face the world.
The people you take care off now takes care of you... it feels uneasy,weird and most of all uncomfortable.
I woke up today, feeling beaten. some say Silence is the ultimate source of energy...then I should have conserve months worth of energy...but it got consumed by depression. Yes I am depressed,but not for the obvious reasons.
Depressed by how the world works,depressed because of situations we can't avoid... people who were supposed to support you...people who you thought would embrace you... I just woke up tired... and what depressed me the most...is that I might wake up tom feeling the same thing all over again.
for almost 10 yrs been use to the feeling that I can do almost anything...Plan anything...and help anyone.
Gone are those days where I feel invincible, right now the world switches... turned upside down.
When a plan didn't turn out exactly the way you planned it...a person tries to regroup,but this is different in my case...what I did was hide. Hide in the shadows...and I have been hiding for months already and I know that I am not yet ready to face the world.
The people you take care off now takes care of you... it feels uneasy,weird and most of all uncomfortable.
I woke up today, feeling beaten. some say Silence is the ultimate source of energy...then I should have conserve months worth of energy...but it got consumed by depression. Yes I am depressed,but not for the obvious reasons.
Depressed by how the world works,depressed because of situations we can't avoid... people who were supposed to support you...people who you thought would embrace you... I just woke up tired... and what depressed me the most...is that I might wake up tom feeling the same thing all over again.
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