Time goes by... so slowly I never notice it

I didn't notice that time goes by... I just experienced it.

Gee-jay told me that I have changed... the old me vs the me now, I never accepted the fact until yesterday...

a couple of weeks ago my team and I went to star city to relax and unwind... I had this feeling that I wouldn't enjoy it since I'm not wearing a pop tag but I was wrong the feeling of being there with people you cherished is truly an experience I will never forget... I just told myself that I would buy a pop tag the next time when I'm with my Family. Yesterday, I went there for the second time this year and surprisingly I enjoyed every moment of it... I took pictures I ate at all the Kiosk that fancy my liking and I didn't have a pop tag as well.

While waiting for my brothers waiting in line for a ride, I had an epiphany the old me would nag all night just waiting for someone who's waiting for something else... I just sat there at the park bench with my coke and popcorn waiting and I'm enjoying myself... looking at the children with their smiles waiting for a ride that will only last for a few seconds, looking at them, I was thinking... what are they thinking about... what would they feel after the ride... Excitement maybe... or satisfaction perhaps. I was that type of person before... I was a Kid one time and now I'm the adult who looks after them.

I never entered an amusement park before without satisfying my thirst for excitement... my thirst for adventure... after every ride whether its a simple one or complex I will never forget the achievement or the accomplishment I felt during those days... but now I am way pass that feeling... Accomplishment and achievement is now more deeper. more intense and I can honestly say more exciting...

I am not saying that I will not ride any of those rides again... Actually I'm planning to go back to experience the rides one more time... be a Kid again. I wanted to know the feeling of riding an inverted roller coaster... a wanted a fast paced ferry's wheel I still have that kid inside me the old me... but the new me once it kicks in... I see Life in a way that only me can see... the life where everybody is non existent the life where I am in the middle of everything...

Sigh... self centered .... NOT

View life as you see it... not as another person looks at it... Time goes by so slowly and you might miss a lot if your not gonna look at a first person's perspective.

Enjoy it and nourished every moment of it...

CHEERS!!! to LIFE

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