nothing special!!!

After the party... I turned on my room lights and whoaaaa my window suddenly burst into flame....  I pulled up the blinds and lighted a stick of YOSI.

Its been a long time since I looked outside my window... I have been outside... on the terrace... on our Patio... but I have long forgotten how my view looks like when you see it from the inside of my room...

Don't get me wrong... there's nothing special about the view... no beach to look at, No mountains at the distance... but I suddenly had a euphoria of how calm I used to be when I look outside from my room. The view is pretty much the same... the neighbors house... the neighbors cars... the dogs barking from my Lola's house... my cousins playing on the streets... its the same.

but this time... After the party... I stood up opened my windows and viewed the same scenery I just described to you... this time at around 12 midnight, I felt so calm... serene... and at peace.

like what I've said... nothing special... I just don't feel EMPTY anymore... I learned how to throw away the emptiness outside my window. Suddenly... I felt complete.