8 yrs in the making
It’s been 8 yrs … 8 long yrs, 4 yrs at Emphasis and 4 yrs here at Sykes…and still counting…so far. I’ve been through hell and back to hell… I’ve been to changes and it keeps on changing. I’ve been to every single renovation…from Emphasis to Sykes, and I’m still here… standing.
8 yrs ago… I’m used to simple things … as long as I can hang out at night be with my friends I’m fine. At the end of the day, after 12 hours of hard work at the salon (hard work daw) the Powerplant is just waiting for us… or we would go to a cheap videoke bar and have fun… on Saturdays, Malate is waiting for me and Joe… and during my free time… a friend’s house is waiting for me. I was never home, never… I’m always outside having the time of my life… I’ve been to premier nights… out of town weddings…fashion shows…I’ve been to everywhere… from Cebu to the smallest island a plane can land in to… and I even received invites for parties that I can’t even attend to, with my schedule before… its hectic but I have control over my time. It was fun… but too much fun is tiring.
After 4 yrs of doing this and doing that… I felt tired…I wanted something new… I wanted something fix… I wanted to change for the better… and I found Sykes. Although the pay is a bit smaller… its fix. I’ll get my salary every payday; I will follow a schedule that’s provided to me… and I need to follow the guideline to get the job done… I don’t need to think, I don’t need to exert a little bit of effort…all I need to do is follow. For two years, I’m used to that… a fix 9 hours schedule…more time for my friends…more time to hang out…more time to enjoy life. After 2 years of following, I was promoted to an officer level… I guess its now high time for me to use my brains… to use my skills… and to apply my very own strategies, bright ideas for some but b*llsh*t for others. Sorry for my words but that’s how I see it… It was quite challenging, to be honest…it’s like playing a role where in every single day you need to deliver what is needed to survive. Survival of the fittest to be exact, I am fit, I am capable but I am also tired. What can I do…?
It’s been 8 long years in the making… did I reached my limit… Do I want something new? I really don’t know… I’ve been in control before but I wanted somebody to control me, now someone’s in control I wanted to break free. I already realized that Emphasis is not for me, is it time for me to realize that Sykes will follow the same pattern?
Maybe I’m just tired, sigh… I’m always tired, as my three day vacation ends, I am left wondering… Work will always be tiring… so why am I complaining?
8 yrs ago… I’m used to simple things … as long as I can hang out at night be with my friends I’m fine. At the end of the day, after 12 hours of hard work at the salon (hard work daw) the Powerplant is just waiting for us… or we would go to a cheap videoke bar and have fun… on Saturdays, Malate is waiting for me and Joe… and during my free time… a friend’s house is waiting for me. I was never home, never… I’m always outside having the time of my life… I’ve been to premier nights… out of town weddings…fashion shows…I’ve been to everywhere… from Cebu to the smallest island a plane can land in to… and I even received invites for parties that I can’t even attend to, with my schedule before… its hectic but I have control over my time. It was fun… but too much fun is tiring.
After 4 yrs of doing this and doing that… I felt tired…I wanted something new… I wanted something fix… I wanted to change for the better… and I found Sykes. Although the pay is a bit smaller… its fix. I’ll get my salary every payday; I will follow a schedule that’s provided to me… and I need to follow the guideline to get the job done… I don’t need to think, I don’t need to exert a little bit of effort…all I need to do is follow. For two years, I’m used to that… a fix 9 hours schedule…more time for my friends…more time to hang out…more time to enjoy life. After 2 years of following, I was promoted to an officer level… I guess its now high time for me to use my brains… to use my skills… and to apply my very own strategies, bright ideas for some but b*llsh*t for others. Sorry for my words but that’s how I see it… It was quite challenging, to be honest…it’s like playing a role where in every single day you need to deliver what is needed to survive. Survival of the fittest to be exact, I am fit, I am capable but I am also tired. What can I do…?
It’s been 8 long years in the making… did I reached my limit… Do I want something new? I really don’t know… I’ve been in control before but I wanted somebody to control me, now someone’s in control I wanted to break free. I already realized that Emphasis is not for me, is it time for me to realize that Sykes will follow the same pattern?
Maybe I’m just tired, sigh… I’m always tired, as my three day vacation ends, I am left wondering… Work will always be tiring… so why am I complaining?
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i mean, really love.
and it wont feel like work at all. :*
i miss you.
miss you too ella