Give up?

I never thought, that I would give up... but I guess its long over due.

I never guessed that I am walking on the wrong side of the road, but it felt right!!!

Maybe I was wrong, but there is a slight chance... a possibility I'm right.

 

Its tiring... I never felt this way before... I was used to changes...

But with all the changes around me... somehow it changed me.

For the better? I hope so... but one thing is for sure... I have no regrets at all.

 

I have learned the hard way... the results are catastrophic...

I had fun, but I never thought fun has a high price to pay...

 

Am I born a leader... do I have the qualities of one... maybe yes,

but do I have the stomach to endure everything... Possibly no.

It might sound that I'm questioning myself... knowing me I might not answer at all...

but there is one thing I can do... one thing I can do best...

To influence, If only I can use it to my advantage... If only I can use it now...

do you think I wouldn't use it... but baby... I'm tired... I'm tired of everything.

 

Tiring as it can be, I know when to give up.

I know when my time is over... My reign has ended...

Its near, I can feel it as I can feel the dawn rising and the night nearing its end.

So quit, some will say... deep inside I really wanted to... F*ck everything...

But that's not me... that's not me at all... I don't quit with out a reason...

I don't quit without a cause!!!

 

I have a question to you my dear friend... is "I'm tired" reason enough to quit?