2007
To start it off…
It might sound like a speech, but I wanted to start my blog with thank you’s… I would like to thank my Family for the support that they have provided me through the tough times that I have encountered. Financially or emotionally,… this is where I gather my strength to continue on the fight for my survival.
My Mommie, the source of my strength… the person who I will never get tired of fighting hehehe I love you!!!
My Daddie, the one person where I feel safe, Thank you
Sam, the sister who shared my sentiments…
Paul, the brother who protected me and loved me for who I am not because he needs to but because he wanted to.
To my two younger brothers, Jerico and Zachary… The sole reason why I am here today… my sole inspiration.
And to the newest addition to our small family… Ali Joaquin Daniel, the bathoy that I saw in my dreams…
To Boyet and Pie, for sticking with us through thick and thin…
I would like to thank the ff person who touched my life… enlightened me all through out my 2007…
Dothy for always being there for me… needed or not… I may not show it that often, but I will be forever grateful that I met you,
To Abi, for teaching me to be myself… being part of your life for a year made me realized that there is more to me than I realize. Your accomplishments are an inspiration that I will never forget.
Arien, my katamaran buddy… The person who made me laugh when I was at my lowest… the person who stayed with me when im obsessing about myself… my DVD buddy who I will never forget.
And to Ayen, who always stayed by my side, who checks up on me when I’m at my lonely mode… the person who can turn my world upside down.
I would also like to take this opportunity to thank the people who loved me at my best and continued loving me at my worst (movie line ata ito ha)
Ronald, my best friend… my confidant… my year would be incomplete if I haven’t seen you… laughed with you and you never failed to include me in your plans every time you’re here…
To Joe, The sister that I never had
To Joseph,Lourd,Gj and Jeoff…my sisters for life…
To THE KNEE…. Truly an inspiration to us all.
To my emphasis family… who still remembers the old R.K. the easy go lucky guy who often wonder where and when life will put him… to Mr teng, ms Marge, Mama Vic to the people who never forget the true meaning of friendship.
To new friends…
To poppie… my confidant my trusted one.
To melona… thank you for being there for me…
For my team,
GEB, Kervin,tiggy,puffy,Robert,may,chell,carmi,fij,badot,toshi,ansel,lemon, and everybody who saw me grew up
For my Capone family… Mike F,Alex,Malou,Melle,
To my OSIRIS/HOGWARTS… I will never be Sir Mon with out you guys, I will never wish for another team now that I have seen and met you… I love you.
I will be forever grateful to this Guys for keeping me sane and making sure that I will be the best of who I am…
2007, I have learned, I have matured, I have grown… in three words I can sum it up as …. LIFE’S TURNING POINT.
So many things happened and 2007 is not even through yet… I have loved been loved and fallen out of loved… I never thought or seen myself to be the kind of person who will hold unto something for so long… I was hurt… I have hurt… and right now, I am still hurting… its been years and the pain is still inside wanted to explode but I choose to suppressed it… and it’s even worst.
After all the rowdy things… the emotional and physical experience… I would also like to give my apologies…
Ian, thank you for the flowers… it made my day… You don’t deserve me …
And to the person who loved me the most… who I loved… but I choose to break his heart…
Paolo, you and I will never be the same… you feel trapped and I feel neglected… an ingredient for disaster and it was. What I said before is not entirely true… I still longed for you… but I choose to forget you… you and I will never be a couple anymore… I know you are hurt and so am I its been years now and I am still hurting… let me feel the pain alone… let my heart be numb so I can control myself again… let me go in peace for you are already at peace with your so called reality… let me figure out a way out of this jam alone… not because I wanted to but because I need to. I still LOVE YOU and I always will… nothings gonna changed that.
The thank you’s and the Sorry… the two things that people always neglect to do…
Let me start my 2008 the right way… coz there is only one way to start it…. MY WAY !!!
Dear God,
I thank YOU for allowing me to witness all these things, I heard something a while ago that GOD gives trials to people who he loves… not because YOU are testing us but because you wanted us to be prepared for the biggest trial of them all… the trial called LIFE. For this I thanked YOU… My sole savior, the pillar of my temple… the giver of my strength. I am forever at your debt, Thank You for keeping my family safe, my friends at bay, and My whole. Give me strength to conquer all obstacles, Give me the passion to continue with the fight. Guide us and enlightened us with your words… make us whole again… Inspire us… and continue loving us.
My FATHER, I will not ask for any material things… it may sound like a cliché… but grant us serenity and clarity… so that we will be contented for whatever you destiny you have for us.
YOUR SON,
Ramonov Konzano Cruz Samonte… Signing off
AMEN.
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